Afifah.
Life gives us more than we could handle.
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Sunday, February 13
SORRY
Hi. The IMD & then HI wasnt really a post you knoww. I was in a rush, so idk what happened & i just shut down the comp. Then there it is. But it looks nice though. So, this gonna be the exact one which I wanted to blog about yesterday. Its gonna be a long one. So, shall I start with my fcuk up life or my wonderful day? lol
Two days straight i cried like some mad girl. lol no. Just like there's no tomorrow. Im just letting things go since I've been shutting my world from everyone. tsk, i really feel like some emo bitch. Aiyaaaa. You dont know what i've been going through. Im trying to change. For the better, in terms of my attitude at home. I know one day I'll change. But not tomorrow. It takes time. Come on, how do you expect me to say I'll change & the next I really change & be another person whom you do know? Its hard. Its possible though but for me no. So, no one is talking to me at home. Basically only my 2 sis who every now & then annoys me. Other than that, all of them ignores me. Aiyo, I dont exist in their world whaaaat. I know ;( BUT, no matter what, no matter how often we fight or how long we didnt talk I will always love you Mum. Believe me. I might give you this fcuk attitude or even ignores you. However, at the end of the day I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER. It's just that i cant show how I love you. You know, my ego. ahhhhhh, Fcuk my ego la.  I miss the Old me. The one who is happy, laughing, smiling. Growing up sucks you know. & I thought to myself, this year i'll turn 18 yet im gg through the same old shit. Creating a mess in my life & not knowing how to solve it sucks. P/s; Im gonna say sorry & start all over again. KBYE Posted by your Mom. @ 12:32:00 PM
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