My ego uh VERY HUGE/BIG or whatever you wanna call it. So, recently me & mum didnt talked to each other cos Mum said i cant go Australia. With that, I decided to show my tantrum, being rude & ofcourse not talking to anyone unless its necessary. Huh, I know im not a good daughter. You dont need to remind me :/ Then just a moment ago, Mum suddenly said OK I'LL ALLOW YOU TO GO. So, I with my bestfriend - EGO fucking said NO eventhough she asked me a couple of times. Here'ssome of the convo :
Mum: I'll pay for you. You want to go right? Me: NO Mum: Ingatkan nak pergi? Me: NO TAKNAK Mum: But inside your heart nak pergi kan? Me: TAKNAK LA. NO NO NO YES I ACTUALLY SAID NO EVEN WHEN SHE ASKED ME. FCUK MYSELFFFFF. BUT, I MANAGED TO OVERCOME IT. Hhehe. Its like a good timing that i was in bathroom & i managed to say YES. Weeeeeee~ I AM GG TO AUSTRALIAAAAA.
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Another story. I miss that guy lor. Really really miss him. But whenever i read something that got to do with him I'll go 'Aiyooo, i really should stop thinking about you.' My heart is very fragile. It can be easily broken into pieces.