Afifah.
Life gives us more than we could handle.
Saturday, February 6
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Hi :) Dang! Im hating life right now. EVERYTHING. & Idky. SERIOUS shit. & Almost evryday , I'll just be RANDOM. I mean it. I'll either be... Happy. Sad. Moody. Crazy. Quiet. Irritated. & I wont be able to predict anything. If I can quit life like how I play games, I'll do it sraight awayyy. School macam Sucker. Home lagi Speechless. Teacher macam Siak. Homework boleh Die laaa! Classmates macam Asshole. Conclusion , LIFE S.U.C.Ks. get it. Im on th verge of breaking down. Oh Shit! Hang on there. Just a little more. Im sure you can do it. Jeesh. A fact that I know life isnt that Sucky. Its th way I made my way through th Sucky Life of mine. Cb. Seriously laaaa , I need to get my brain fixed up SOON. Few more weeks to Common Test 1 & Then its gonna be MYE.
K. Thought that there's gonna be 3 PRELIMS. But then NO. There'll be , Common Test 1 Mid-Year-Exam Common Test 2 Prelim and& OLevel Exam. Seeeeeee , thats y i told ya. Life gonna be sucks all th way this yr.
Okay. I kindda need to FOCUS more. & I mean fcuking FOCUS. Simply because, EVERYDAY .... School ends. Back home. Settle homework. Sat & Sun. I barely touch my Books. Unless , if there's Hw needed to be done. O.M.G. & Here's a little secret. In class, ESP MATHS. I didnt EVEN concentrate. NONE at all. & IF i have to , I'll just be referring to txbks. Cb. I feel like complaining to change OUR maths teacher. He's making Me & ALL OF US ( mostly fm 4A3 ) failing our grade. & I swear , there wont be ANY improvement. AT ALL. Thats it all. Talking about that Mr C. It just pisses me offfffff.
So, on th other hand. Th ONLY , ONE & ONLY that make me feel like ... Wahhhh! " School life is SO FUN " is MALAY DANCE & LITERATURE (PrivateLesson) Combine lesson arent that GREAT. Non-at-all. Pathetic. MalayDance. Like OMG ! I am SO SO SO excited when its evry Thursday. Our instructor not that strict. Maybe not for now. But ... Th Dance step is like WOAH. High Standard sia. Really LOVE th dance step. :))
Another secret here I would like to confess. Again. Im having a CRUSH on 3 Guys. 2 of them. Younger than ME. & 1 of them. Older. Hehs. H & S . and& OBVIOUSLY, th other one is Justin Liangggg ! Hehes. Th current teacher that im EYE-ing.
See you when Im SUPER Freaking NON-BUSY. BYE.
& after what happened it breaks th heart that was always beating every other day. A fact that th soul know, everything seems to be crushing down. Th mind says just hang on there & hopefully , one day everything will be fine. There it goes again , Th heart seems to be beating all over again.
Sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between TWO people.
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