only just a dream
Afifah.
Life gives us more than we could handle.
Wednesday, January 20
Heart pain siaaaaa.


Lets start with smth wonderful first.

First of all ,
HAPPY 39TH BIRTTHDAY TO ZARINAH BTE AHMAD.
hehs =) My ONE & ONLY Mother ,Sister && Friend (when i need her th most)
To be exact , her birthday falls on 19 Jan. Which is ystdy , & im too busy & tired to update my blog. Hehs :)
So, yeah. Wont update any longer. I'v WISHED her ystd EVERYTHING thats in my heart.
& I LOVE HER SO MUCH excluding HER NAGGINGS. Lols!

Kay next. MY HEART VERY VERY VERY VERY PAIN! Mcm CB!
Kay la, its not like as if im very RUDE or what. Story telling starts ...
Supposedly, today WHOLE FAMILY from MOM side will be coming to my house for gathering , celebrating my Mom bday. Order th food. EVRERYTHING PLAN mcm nak mampos lepas tu ade cakap dorang tak jadi datang. Ade hal. ??!!

1st aunt say to my nenek : Lagikpon ini anur(me) yg ajak. Bukan mak de yg buat. Jadi tak yah dtg lah. Lagkpon anak2 along semua tidor siang pukul 8 .

3rd aunt no problem la. When i called her & told her bout this situation. I cant help but cry on th spot. Its really frustrating leh. Damn pissed offf !!
Th only aunt that understand me.


4th aunt text me at school. "Nenek sakit tau. Anur tak tau ke?" So what does this shows ? They most prolly wont come right ? Fine! Greatt. ..... Then after text her everything 'asking for confirmation about th celebration ' She text me say ' nenek ckp nenek dtg. ... Nenek sakit pon nenek nak dtg sbb anur. '
Seriously , if any KIND GRANDDAUGHTER WOULD HAVE BEEN feeling veryyyyy awkward rightt ? But no. First thing that comes out from my mouth 'GREAT! Salah aku lagk ?'
Go figure it out why i said that.

This is WHY i always say . When it comes to us , there'll be TONS of EXCUSES.
Awwwwrrgghh! SERIOUSLY , MY HEART's IN PAIN RIGHT NOW! I know im kindda rude. But i've been holding this feeling for a very LONG TIME!

Bye =/


Posted by your Mom. @ 6:50:00 PM