Shucks. Okaay, where on earth did I learnt that new word ? Oh forget it. Im feeling so helpless right now. From ONE thing to another one , I just kept thinking of RANDOM stuffs. Kindda feel sucks about it. When those thoughts appear out of nowhere , i'll be like . FXUCK, im gonna kill myself for doing that. & few mins later i'll be listening to those bloody hell jiwang song. Sucks. How do I do this ? Fine , I know i cant escape from everything. and& I know te fact that whatever im thinking of will never happen. Im just dreaming too much . -.-
Oh & one more thing. WTF ?! - coming ? Why on earth ? I've just gotten used to te surrounding & now .. ? Yaawns . Sometimes im really tired of living. Eventhough i kept telling myself I CAN DO THIS. and& I just cant help thinking how on earth am I gonna face it - ? Really , i kindda hate myself. This few days , I AM SO LIKE A SUCKER ! I'll be hiding myself in my room in darkness . & Just listen to those songs on repeat. Awwwrggh!
Okaaay, next thing. Lets countdown for YEAR 2010 , 10 MORE DAYYS ! Just hope everything goes well next year.