only just a dream
Afifah.
Life gives us more than we could handle.
Monday, December 21
Sigh .



Shucks. Okaay, where on earth did I learnt that new word ?
Oh forget it. Im feeling so helpless right now.
From ONE thing to another one , I just kept thinking of RANDOM stuffs.
Kindda feel sucks about it.
When those thoughts appear out of nowhere ,
i'll be like . FXUCK, im gonna kill myself for doing that.
& few mins later i'll be listening to those bloody hell jiwang song. Sucks.
How do I do this ? Fine , I know i cant escape from everything.
and& I know te fact that whatever im thinking of will never happen.
Im just dreaming too much . -.-

Oh & one more thing. WTF ?! - coming ? Why on earth ?
I've just gotten used to te surrounding & now .. ?
Yaawns . Sometimes im really tired of living.
Eventhough i kept telling myself I CAN DO THIS.
and& I just cant help thinking how on earth am I gonna face it - ?
Really , i kindda hate myself.
This few days , I AM SO LIKE A SUCKER !
I'll be hiding myself in my room in darkness .
& Just listen to those songs on repeat. Awwwrggh!

Okaaay, next thing.
Lets countdown for YEAR 2010 , 10 MORE DAYYS !
Just hope everything goes well next year.

Where's te answer to all this question anyway ?


Posted by your Mom. @ 12:40:00 AM