only just a dream
Afifah.
Life gives us more than we could handle.
Saturday, December 26
Get OVER IT please .


Will stay strong & treasure each other .

OI ! Tis post will be SUPER DUPER LONG kaays.
Skip it if you're not interested. Wont force you .

BOOHOO ! Kaaaay, let' see . Te last time I updated was on thurs. Errr , HELLO !
I AM SO GONNA HATE MYSELF ! Stories about me later Ks. As i said on my previous post , gg out with BFFs . Okaaaay , that was like te MOST MEMORABLE outing i've ever had. & Incase you guys dont know who im talking about, i'll tell you then . FaRaNiAh . Shocked huh ? We didnt expect or neither did I expect that after te recent fights with one of them , we are back together again . God & has some reason for breaking us apart & then back together again. And& I guess i have my reasons too. & that is, somehow I can say that we're some sort of childish fighting over a small matter which turns out to be a huge matter and& after everyone has cooled down we'd think back. Regret I can say . But WE ALL learnt from our mistakes. Because that is te only way for us to overcome anything.

Shush . Why am i talking about this long thingy ? Nyway , te 24DEC09 OUTING.
GREAT ! No words can describe how te outing goes. ^^ Early in te morn jer dah hujan . Sedih kann. & all of us was like hoping & praying ' SUN please ! '
& YAYY ! On te way ti MB, we guys talk about our future, studies, guys, our fights etc etc. OMG. Its been so longg since idk when we talked about all this stuff. Like we usually do. K so. It stopped raining when we reached at Marina Barrage. Settled down ndddd , get ready for te shots ! Te place was like, very SUPER WINDYY ! After that, chow from there. Head to Suntec City. & then walked pass by our memorable place. Then Yanne was like ' Fah kau ingat ni tempat lagik ? ' & ' Yah , masih ingat seyy. Kecoh sey time dulu lari2 semua ' But that was back then lah . Went to eat. After that head down to Esplanade. Bought some cotton candies & popcorns & find a cool place faar from te sun. Geee , Mr Sun was still there shining on us but.. SHADES TIME ! Lols ! As per usual , PHOTOs again . Saw these ' Ballon-like-beachball thinggy to write our wish for 2010 on te sea. And& we were like , WAH COOL SEY. 'Best sey kalau dapat buat..' So, after that its time for us to go home .
But thennn , we spot this pushcart thingy & te person giving out Ballon-like-beachball thingy to te people. Okaaay , OUR wish is granted. 'Baru cakap tadi sey, dah dapat ..' Te ballon ngam ngam uh untuk kteorg 4 . Best kann ? Te whole thing was full ! & I just hope everything that I wrote do come true & including my BFFs WISHES TOO !
_____ HUGS & WAVES AND& HOME SWEEEEEET HOME ! _____



Tis is some of my wish .

Kaaay , next about me .
I guess i wont be updating till next week . Too lazy & too tired .
So, how about updating my NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS TOO ??
Kaay , lets start .

Oh waaaaait. I just feel like saying this.
Please have some sense of Originality .
Live up by yr own name & styles . Not others.


Kay Start ..
1. Ofcourse , DO WELL IN O'LEVELs.
2. Study more. They say 3x harder . But i'll do 5x harder.
and& needless to say ,
i'll start concentrating even more eventhough school just started.
3. As te lyrics say , THROW IT AWAY , FORGET YESTERDAY .
I am so not gonna make myself sad for some bullshit reason.
4. TO LOVE MYSELF. weird ? 'Cos i've been hating myself more nowadays.
5. Be a GOOD student, girl & of course DAUGHTER.
6. TRY to listen to parents & not be so stubborn .
7. Save up some money & spend lesser please ?
8. NOT TO BE A FORGETFUL PERSON KAAAAY !
Thats it . I'll try to think more to make te best of TWO THOUSAND & TEN !

5 MORE DAYS to TWO O ONE O .
& I just wish to forget everything that has happened to me these past few days.
Forget enemies , forget EVERYTHING THAT SUCKS MY LIFE.
Enemies wont bring us anywhere .
Umm , lets move on PLEASE .
& & & I AM OFFICIALLY A FAN OF BOYS LIKE GIRLS band !!
Fuuuuh ~ Te songs are like SUPER COOL & some sort related to my LIFE.
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SMILE MORE LESS CRY PLEASEEE ??
Geeesh . Idky i just broke down & cry . All i kept thinking was they dont understand me AT ALL . Where is te old me who doesnt have lotsa problem & will always smile & keep calm when solving it ? I even said, LIFE SUCKS . Which I know it isnt 'cos WE HAVE TO MAKE TE BEST OUT OF LIFE . All i do when i broke down or even felt helpless was to go inside my room, locked te door , close te lights & plug my Ipod and just lie down till I fall asleep.
Shutss . I'll just stop till here & please let me be alone for once.



I love you forever Forever is over .
BYE & TC SWEETHEARTS.


Posted by your Mom. @ 4:30:00 AM