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Friday, May 29
Give me te strength god!
I need someone to talk to.
I dont know who.
But, talking to someone im not that close is the best choice.
Im reminded of te past.
Its back. I cant describe this feelings.
Im hurting soo much inside.
Its right in front of my eyes.
6.45pm.
im feeling okay. after I cried.
I have this good little FRIEND over here.
We share our problems together.
and& im feeling glad that I share out my woes to you.
Hey, I dont wanna CHANGE it. But im forced by you.
and&, hey you, thanks for te whole lot of advice.
Hope that your true love is worth waiting for. You are very lucky and& sincere.
I've made this decision.
no matter how long it takes, im gonna forget you. Forget every memories about you, your voice, your face, your smile. Im letting you go now, its better than letting myself HURT. No matter what, you are still te special one for me. yes, I DO forget you but currently , you are my FRIEND forever. I dont wanna hurt my HEART more deeper. To You, I hate to say this but, To learn how to forget, I have to learn how to hate. Im sorry, but ..
im lying to myself .
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